We prayed for healing.
We prayed that the bone marrow test will yield a good result.
tonight Maisha posted that the test result
is not what we prayed for.
The 2nd chemo they did at Kit didn't work.
And the doctors are not recommending another chemo.
Kit will come home to Maui ...
And so I am asking God "why"?
No I am not angry... it's not an angry "why"
It's a why of a child
wanting to know the reason... why
Have we not prayed enough?
Have we not fasted enough?
Didn't we have enough faith?
Why is He not healing Kit?
Maybe He still would...
But if not,
It's a hard news to take.
I know God is sovereign
And He knows what's best.
But we are humans,
and humans do not see
what God sees...
And so what do we do now?
Do we stop praying
since God will do what He wants to do anyway?
And so when God does not answer our prayers
The way we want Him to,
what do we do?
Whom have I in heaven but you? And earth has nothing I desire besides you. My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
- Psalm 73:25-26, New International Version
Thank you Lord that in difficult times, we can find comfort in You. Thank you that you know what is best for us. Thank you that you are holding Kit in your right hand...Our hope is in You...
For more thankfulness, visit Thankful Thursday at Sting My Heart.
UPDATE: KIT POSTED SOMETHING REASSURING AND INSPIRING TODAY. VISIT HIM ON HIS BLOG HERE.