I woke up at 3 AM this morning and couldn't go back to sleep. I tried but I couldn't so I decided to get up and prayed. There's something heavy in my heart. There's a decision I need to make (cut back my working hours) but I need God's reassurance and confirmation that it's from Him. And because this situation is really "not a black and white" decision (it's not like I'm sinning but working longer hours) but a life decision of "doing best instead of better, striving for excellence instead of mediocrity", I also know that sometimes God will not answer "yes" or "no" - that it's up to me to decided and step out in faith......
Why is it so hard for me to step out in faith on this? Because I do not like conflicts and changes (difficult times of adjustment) and once I make that decision I know there will be ...
Do let us know what happens.
I remember when I took that big leap of faith to stay home with my kids year ago, it wasn't until AFTER I made the decision and took action did I then feel God's peace and assurance. I had to take that big step first.
May God grant you wisdom!!!
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